my love across the miles
Hi Baby!
How are you today? I can't believe I spoke with you so many times in one day, I am so blessed. Each time I felt I got closer to you. Each time I wanted to get closer.
It's not just your accent, my girlfriends say the Jamaican accent is sooo (not a misspelling, its how they said it) sexy. I'm inclined to agree. They were so funny, they were practically drooling thinking about it. But it was your voice, everything about it, the tone, the rate, your choice of words. I am at your complete mercy when you speak to me. Your voice and words caress me just as surely as your touch. Making the fire in me rise, making me swell, preparing me for you.
But its even more than that. Each time you speak to me, the words you write, the natural poetry that comes from your mind and lips, speaks directly to my heart and soul. It has an accumulative effect, each talk, each letter, each word builds up feeling after feeling in me, the intensity building up to a climax of such ectasy. And just when I don't think I can take anymore, the feelings ebb and flow and my heart opens up to receive more of you and your love. And I'm left speechless, what words can I say? I'm an idiot spouting gibberish. There's nothing intelligent I can say. Just Delroy, Delroy, the only thing I want to say, the only name I wish to speak. All my thoughts, my feelings, my desires are in the only word in the world for me, your name, Delroy.
Does it stop there? If it did it would be enough for me, enough for any woman. But then there are my thoughts, memories of your other words wrapped up in it all. Even your silences, the spaces between your words, the spaces between your thoughts, I want to be in there too. In the spaces between your thoughts, just as you are in mine.
Such holy communion was something I thought impossible, until now, until you. A true miracle. The greastest gift I've ever received.
You may have not touched me yet, but you've made love to me already like no man has ever done before. When you do finally touch me, when you do finally make love to me in your bed, I only hope I can take it. To receive what you have to give me, you have so much love, can my heart take it? I must find out. To die countless little deaths, to be reborn again, and again, and again......I know this already because of your words and voice, they foretell me these things.
Love is the greatest vibration in the universe, that energy, the vibrations you send to me, generated by the two of us, make us better. Make our very world a better place to live. It connects us to the universe, and everyone and everything in it. It connects us to God.
Bless you, you are in my thoughts and my prayers, when I go to sleep at night to the time I wake up, my first and my last thought, in my very dreams.
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