A Love so Special

                                                 
                                  
                                                        A Love so Special

A love so special, that's what you and I share each day
So in tune with each other, sometimes no words need we say
Bonded within our hearts, separated only with our bodies
Together we truly have it all, a love to forever please

A love so special, such a blessing to know a love so true
Nothing compares to your beauty, or to this love I have for you
Connected with our souls, two hearts that truly beat as one
A life of pure happiness, a love of total satisfaction

A love so special, with our words and actions we do show
That our love is forever, never will we let each other go
Attached so completely, no longer do we breathe individually
Our love to us so miraculous, a love just waiting to be free

A love so special, a treasure far more precious than gold
This masterpiece of ours, we know the best is yet to unfold
Captured by our love, together we make a couple so amazing
Respect and honesty so essential, a love to make our hearts sing

A love so special, the way our two hearts blend so easily
So many years behind us, ahead of us a love thru eternity
Simply in love so deeply, a part of us that seems so natural
What we share is incredible, a love we both call so special

A Simple Love

A Simple Love

Many are the dreams I have each nite, with you as their central theme
In the silence of the nite, about our special love I so often dream
Dreams that seem so real, so many dreams of our future yet to come
Dreams about your beauty so amazing, a simple dream about freedom

Many are the tears that come without fail, each tear because of missing you
In the solitude I must face alone, so often I have nothing to do
So the tears come too easily, tears that I wish  would simply go away
Tears that I cannot hide, too many tears are the price I must pay

Many are the memories of our love, of the special times we have shared
In the loneliness of my life, just thankful for someone who truly cared
Memories help me thru each day, countless memories that make me smile
Memories that only you and I know, memories that can linger for awhile

Many are the times I miss you so, more times than I could ever count
In the darkness I feel your love so near, having your love so paramount
Missing you is my daily routine, missing you anytime I am awake
Missing you I will never like, but missing you I must sadly take

Many are the aspects of our love, for we are never truly apart
In these feelings I have for you, a special love from within my heart
What sets our love apart will we ever know, or should we even care
Let's just keep our love simple, and spend a lifetime with this love we share

What I Miss

                                                    

                             What I Miss

Dear .............

I didn't realize until now just how badly I mishandled our relationship and my feelings for you. By being apart and not talking for so long, I quickly learned that you were everything I ever wanted and by being so afraid of losing you, I ended up chasing you away by scaring the heck out of you. It wasn't until now that I've realized that instead of complaining about the time I didn't have with you, I should've cherished the time I did have, because it was real and filled with affection. I didn't realize until now ....

I was never alone when we were apart, because just as you were on my mind, I was likely on yours. It wasn't until now that I've realized how special it was to hear your voice even just once a day, let alone several times a day, instead of pouting that you may have fallen asleep without calling first.

And finally, it wasn't until now that I've realized that it wasn't the late phone call for me to come over because you missed me, or to stay overnight that I miss so much ... what I do miss is the feeling behind the way you always stared at me and kissed my hand in the car. The way we looked into each other's eyes and spoke without saying a word. The way you trusted me with your children and I trusted you with mine. The way you wrote I love you on a steamy window or mirror only to show up again and again for me to see when we were apart. The way you signed to me that you loved me or snuck a kiss or hug in while the kids weren't watching. The way we joked that we were attached at the hip while fixing supper. The way we wrestled while tickling each other. Jenni, I could go on and on but you know what I'm saying. Yes, it's the little things I miss the most. The little things that I so recklessly took for granted. All the other was purely a bonus that I overreacted on, eventually destroying "Us."

The promise I made to you is a promise that I will keep forever no matter what. You will always hold a special place in my heart. Even though I'm dating here and there, I seem to end up comparing them to you. You've set the bar very high for me and that's a good thing because I refuse to settle for less than the standard you've set. On that Wednesday (June 4th.) when I returned home and found your e-mail, it was the happiest I'd been in that 5 weeks. I so applaud you for making that move because at the very least, I regained a friend. One that means the world to me.

So, here's the reason I had to tell you this; if that man in your dreams vaguely has a name and a face, resembling mine, tell him to chill for a bit, so he doesn't make another life altering mistake by moving on, possibly settling for less. You can be assured that this time, he will take the proper time for you to be ready to accept it, however long that may take.

Before I close I want to sincerely say one last thing straight from my heart ... I'm very sorry I tried to force you play by my rules, and I realize now what I miss the very most is you!

Forever my love,

I Need You

                                                        
                

                                                                      I Need You


Dear ........

How I missed you this few days of crisis. I don't mean to hurt you. You know I hate seeing you angry hence I would not want to do anything that would get you annoyed. A day without you in my life is like a day without sunshine; you are my sunshine. Your absence in my life means I am in darkness. How I need you in the dark to make my heart shiny. I need you in the cold for my warmth. Please try and find it in your heart to forgive and forget. If saying good bye to this relationship is right, I would rather want to be wrong and have you as a love.

Love always,

No Holding Back

Dear..........

Please forgive me for my actions these past few months; I have not been doing my job as a mother, as your wife, and as your lover. You deserve more than I could ever give you. I love you so much! From this point forward I will show my love for you and do my duties as I should. I refuse to hide my feelings for you any longer, next time we are walking down a busy street and you lean to kiss me, my lips will allow yours to kiss them and I will not care what others will think of me and you. You are a wonderful father and husband and I am proud to have you as my significant other. Love you always!

Love always,

Your Baby Girl

Sorry I Hurt You

Sorry I Hurt You

Dear...........

I really had a sleepless night, moving here and there on my bed and thinking about what happen to us that night. I least expected it, I experienced the worst headache ever, all I could hear was my heart beating much faster than it ever has. I cursed my stars that night, as my expectation for the night was so much greater, but it ended in a far different way that made my heart choke with tears of losing something I've always fought for.

We all made mistakes not trying to understand each other, some words did hurt in some way and I guess we got carried away after all those arguments of whether truly I have some intimate relationship with Millicent. I guess this issue has always been the stand block of our relationship getting worked out. I know it's been hard for you trying to understand the real truth. Perhaps I need to give you a chance to find out for yourself whether what I'm trying to make you understand is the real truth or not. Trust is very important, especially in a new and an up-coming relationship, and so I have no objection about you finding out the fact about whether I have a relationship with her.

I know we both said so many things to each other that we least expected, trying to find out the truth about something, it's really hard and needs much time, but I guess I got carried away by saying those words to you. I know you said you can't forgive me, neither will you forget, but I know deep down in me, I've regretted saying those things to you and being the first guy to have said this to you also hurts me a lot. Whether you accept my apology or not *I'm truly sorry for my harsh and unpleasant words.*

Perhaps this is the chance for us to experience the passion in each other. The most important thing is that this is not our first love experience and one thing we must understand is that, in every relationship, whether old or new, we're sure to experience some problems but it's up to us to solve them. These are some of the things that might break our warm friendship and everything we are planning ahead of us. We need to understand each other and try to have the trust that will make this relationship work. I know you want this to work as much as I do and I still have my hopes up, never giving up on you. Let me tell you this thing that I believe in a real relationship: "It doesn't take beauty to make a relationship but the heart and the mind." I know what I've seen in you and have a special reason of choosing you. Your perception about guys is really not correct, guys are never the same, maybe some times you might think we think alike but the heart shows all the difference.

For now, I know sorry is just a word, but for what it's worth I am very sorry for hurting you last night. You caused me pains too but and I'm really confused about everything. I much want things to be stable and that you get all the time you need to make your decision. I love you so much and never will I think that I can forget you. Hope to hear from you... I remain yours ....

Love always,

The Ultimate Temptress

                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                               

The Ultimate Temptress

Why become the ultimate temptress? Deliciously long temptations create unforgettable sexual acts of passion. Making the effort to keeping him aroused all day definitely pays off, as you'll discover when you reap the rewards later. The benefits aren't just sexual, either. Letting your man know you desire him is a huge confidence and relationship booster. It helps keep you both connected intimately on a day-to-day basis and lets him know he truly is your number one. Let's just say if he's happy, you're going to be happy too.

There's no denying that men are visual creatures. Make the most of this knowledge by taking advantage of it throughout the day. If you live together, the morning is a perfect time to stir his senses. After your shower, walk around in only a robe without the belt. When you're getting dressed, take your time and stay half-way dressed for a while. Even better, wear something sexy underneath your clothes and make sure he sees you in it. The point is to start the day of with a little bit of sexual tension. (Remember, the goal is to draw out the tempting throughout the day, so don't overdo it.)

Your next opportunity for temptation is your morning goodbye. Instead of the usual goodbye peck, linger a little longer and leave him with something to remember. Add a little skimming of our hands over his back or booty for an added oomph. You could even give him a quick shoulder or lower back massage while kissing.

Your chance to let your inner temptress shine is best highlighted while he's away at work. You have an arsenal of options available to you from sexy text messages, naughty voicemail, sexy letters and emails to sexy eCards, naughty pics or web cam peepshows. Keep in consideration what's appropriate for his field of work before deciding what to tempt him with.You may want to do one of these ideas every day for a week, or every few days or so you can randomly surprise him with a little something. Whatever you choose to do, keep it sexy and subtle and don't become predictable about what you have up your sleeve.

For nights when he doesn't race home and devour you on the spot, drag out the temptation a little longer with these tips:

Touch Often
Do not pass any opportunity to touch your partner. When you do let your hands linger a little longer than necessary and slightly graze areas you know are hot spots for him.

Wear Lingerie
You don't need to dress up in a complete outfit for this to work (although he WILL love it). You can keep his visual interest by wearing an extra lacy bra and unbuttoning your shirt a bit. If you're wearing a skirt, bend over and make sure he can see you aren't wearing anything underneath it.

Unexpectedly Talk Dirty
Imagine you're in a bookstore or even grocery shopping. You are both browsing over the selections when you lean over and whisper how much you want him right now. Can you picture his response? What is so great about this tactic is he can't do anything about it until you are in private. All he can do is think about what you said.

Use Sensual Stimuli
Make the most of every moment. Download some short erotic stories to your iPod or MP3 player and play them while driving. Let him "catch" you reading up on the latest sexual techniques. Print out an erotic short story or poem and leave it for him to read somewhere. Go to an erotic art show. When you start thinking of ways to use this tip, more ideas will come and soon you'll be able to turn any situation into a sensually charged one.

Now that you have all the tools you need, it's time to put your knowledge into action. If you feel uncomfortable with the idea, start out with something small like leaving a simple note where he'll find it during the day that says, "I want you." Work your way up to some of the more risque options, like the web cam peep show. Once you try some of the ideas, share how it went by leaving your comments below for other readers to benefit from!

Top 5 Kisses

                                                                                                                                                                                                   

Top 5 Kisses                                                                     

                                                               

          

What is your favorite way to be kissed?

1. French kissed!

2. Passionately with a little tounge.

3. Long and passionate.

4. Slow, gentle and sensous.

5. Unexpectedly, preferably in the middle of a sentence or similar type of situation.

Finding Time To Make Love

                                                

                                                    Finding Time To Make Love


In a recent weekly poll question we asked, "How often do you think a typical couple should have sex?" The most given answer was 3 times a week, with everyday not very far behind. How does this compare to you and your significant other? If you feel you'd like to improve the amount of sensual time you spend with your partner here are a few ideas to help you!

1. Make it a point to go to bed at least an hour to a half-hour before you normally do.
   
2. If you're a morning person, try getting up an hour to half-hour earlier.
   
3. On days you have an hour or so lunch or mid-day break, meet each other at home or at a hotel for a fun quickie!
   
4. When you or your partner comes home, don't speak to them. Just grab their hand, drag them to the bedroom (or stay where you are) and make love.
   
5. Take your showers together.
   
6. Order out for dinner and make love before your food arrives.
   
7. While your children are taking a nap or engrossed watching a movie, steal your partner away and make love.
   
8. Hire a housekeeper to free up "needless" time.
   
9. Take a "sick" day from work and spend the day recovering together!
   
10. Whenever you're alone together... make love!

I Made A Mistake In Letting You Go

                                                         
                                                                                                                                   
                                                          I Made A Mistake In Letting You Go


Dear ....

I sit here in sorrow, wishing I could hold you. I've realized that I've tried to replace you over and over since I made the foolish decision to leave you. But, no one can make me laugh and smile like you do. You are the only one that ever made me so happy. No one could ever take your place. I feel as if my soul has stolen my heart and left me to cry myself to sleep each and every night with guilt in my heart of how I hurt you. I guess you just don't realize what you have until it's gone. I was so stupid to leave you. I know sorry is just a word, but for what it's worth I am very sorry and I beg with every ounce of my soul please forgive me!

Love Always,

Faith

                                                      
                                                                    Faith


Dear.....

I know times have been rough and things have been said but I hope deep down you know how much you truly mean to me. It's hard not having you around and things in my life have been stressful and I've taken my bad days out on you, but please know that you mean the world to me and I love you with every beat of my heart. I squeeze my bear at night wishing you were there to hold me and kiss me goodnight. Please have faith in us that we can make it through anything, together forever and always.

Love always,

My Wonderful & Loving Girl

                                                                                                                                                                 My Wonderful & Loving Girl

Dear.......

Six years have passed since our first encounter and in those six, we have made many memories and parted ways several times. But whenever we parted ways, we have been led back toward each other as if there is a spark between us. Ever since 1997 when you first entered my life I felt as if God somehow sent one of his angels down to me and this is no joke. Over the last few months, I feel my heart has grown stronger because of the love I have for you. This love gets stronger and stronger with each passing day.

I long for your soft, warm, and loving touch not only at sunrise each day but at sunset and at night as well. I think and dream about you 24 hours a day, 7 days a week. Just hearing your sweet voice at night always soothes the blows I take during the long day. With a woman like you, I look forward to nightfall and wish that night would come sooner so we could be together in dreamland.

In October, I will show you my true self and show you all that is in my heart that I can only vaguely describe to you. You captured my heart fully this year and I'm glad it was you that did it and that is just the beginning of the journey that we'll take. My first path is southwest to be with you. The words of this letter cannot fully describe what and how I feel about you but they are the words and the small voice of my heart. You are one of a kind woman, Jeri. I want you to know that. I cannot wait to finally have you in my strong arms and declare you safe from the world's harm. I cannot wait to feel your soft lips against mine. I cannot wait to feel your heartbeat. I cannot wait to look into your bright, beautiful hazel eyes and tell you I love you. I also cannot wait to run my fingers through your long, flowing blonde hair to ease your worries.

Lastly, I cannot wait to actually wake up the next morning with you lying next to me. As I said earlier, this letter is only a small voice from my heart of what I feel about you and a sample of what is to come. I have to go now. I want you to know that I will always love and cherish you for the rest of my natural life. Never forget this letter. You are my one, Jeri. I love you, I loved you in 1997, I love you now, and I will never stop loving....

Love always,

Let's Rewrite Our Story

                                            

                                                    Let's Rewrite Our Story

Dear ....

How are you doing now and today? Hope all is fine. Well, it has been a very long time since we've seen each other and I must let you know that the pain I'm having right now is more than what I can express to you in writing.

Nkem, it's time for us to put away our childish attitude because now I really know how much we are missing each other. Please, do come back to me; you still have a place in my heart, I am assuring you that I have been very lonely ever since you said goodbye.

Remember those days when we both shared together the songs we sang together, how we played together, the smiles that come on us each time we see each other. Nkem don't throw away all the sweet memories, which we have shared.

My one and only, please come back to me. You still have a place in my heart. I know quite sure that you may feel I will not give you a chance based on the old stories. This is the only opportunity we have to rewrite our history. Never mind, just put away your pride because I'll accept any simplicity at any giving time.

Come back, please come back and rewrite our history.

It's me, your one and lonely,

If Only Dreams Came True

                                                                                                                                                                 
                                                              If Only Dreams Came True



 Dear....

We've been friends for so long. There have been lots of tears and so much laughter between us. I feel closer to you than anyone else. I've listened and hurt every time you fell in love, longing to be the one in your arms. I've been there for you when every one of your relationships fell apart. You listened and cried with me when we found out about the cancer and you stood by my side through all of it. Now is the time to tell you that the waiting is over.

The love you so desperately seek is here in my arms. You've often asked why I'm not interested in any of the men who hit on me when we're all out. I've always told you they weren't the one for me. Now I'm telling you that you are the one for me. You’re the one I dream about. No one can make me laugh like you, even when I'm knee deep in tears. The reason I've been alone for five longs years is this: I've been waiting for you to see the love in my eyes that's only for you. I'll wait forever if that’s how long it takes. I need you. I miss you when you’re gone, and I hurt when you’re sad. I love you, Brian, for everything you are.

Love Always,